Where is the love and peace inside of me? But I'll write these lyrics for you You don't have to force me like this I'll put my last moments here I've run a lot for what? But I've laughed, I'm drunk Thinking of that time, I endure But there's no tomorrow until today It's still too difficult It's still too difficult To be hurt by you It'll hurt a lot this time too I want to pay for my youth that hurts so much They say it's beautiful just by the beat I'm scared, I have to pretend to be okay It's really weird, dreaming and being noticed Should I run to you when I run out of breath? You were the one who comforted me Even though we know we're hurting each other I'm giving up everything and thinking of living, even if I resent you Even if I look back at you, it was you On the street where your traces are buried We're close, but too far I've changed, but I'm still you I've changed, but I'm still you I won't be able to hold you again *