How did I become the toxic one? I keep on trying to unlearn the person I've become Why did I ignore all of the signs? You went from someone I admired to someone I despised Thought leaving you'd be easy, but what's good is never easy And now I'm stuck in therapy So what changed? Everything that you hated Hurt me, then convinced me I was wrong Only kissed me when I had my makeup on In the dark caves, instead of running And I'm waiting for you to care And my love to fix yourself Ain't it ironic? Now it's me that needs the help So even when I'm fine, I can't tell If I'm happy or I'm sad Cause no one ever talks about the aftermath Guess it's normal when you're sad to speak your mind They won't tell you that you're crazy They might even say they're sorry I'm supposed to stay connected to my friends I can have a fight, doesn't have to be the end I knew you were the problem, now I'm the one with problems So I'm still stuck in therapy So what changed? Everything that you hated Hurt me, then convinced me I was wrong Only kissed me when I had my makeup on In the dark caves, instead of running And I'm waiting for you to care And my love to fix yourself Ain't it ironic? Now it's me that needs the help So even when I'm fine, I can't tell If I'm happy or I'm sad Cause no one ever talks Even when I'm fine, I can't tell If I'm happy or I'm sad Cause no one ever talks about the aftermath