I fall asleep with my eyes wide open So I won't miss a thing
Only God knows that I am broken Only problem is we don't speak
Don't let me down, oh
My mind is black but my dreams are golden Tell me what does it mean
Are we lost to the lives we've chosen Born to die with no meaning
The longer it hides, it grows inside of me
I am afraid
The darkness comes in waves, it's suffocating me
I am afraid
Will I find my purpose or the person I shouldn't
I am not who I think I am
I'm imperfect, I'm trapped, I'm mostly A man who's prone to mistake
Afraid to feel love or feel too closely I'm scared to know that my heart might break
I am afraid
The darkness comes in waves, it's suffocating me
I am afraid
Will I find my purpose or the person I should be
I built up walls to keep from feeling too close
But now I'm terrified to face this on my own
We're the externals and we'll seize the control
So when the darkness comes, don't let me say you're alone
Are you afraid
The darkness comes in waves, it's suffocating me
I am afraid
Will I find my purpose or the person I shouldn't be