I can smell your scent on my pillow I can see you moving on, what you're waiting forI'm staring at your eyes through the window Just let me love you rightI'm a medic, I'm a medic, I'm addicted I'm a medic, I'm a medic, I'm addictedDon't you go so far now, you know what I'm saying Don't you go so far now, be where you may beI don't wanna die, but I'm lonely When I turn to call, will you hold me?Every time I call, you ignore me What do I do, no one told meI love her, she don't love me I need her, she don't want meWatch me burn, she can't trust me If I turn cold, baby, would you hold me?Yeah, I turned cold, yeah, you didn't hold me Yeah, I grew old, yeah, you didn't know meTake me home, I'm so damn lonely Hit me hard, now my heartI can smell the scent on my pillow I can see you moving on, what you're waiting forI'm staring at your eyes through the window Just let me love you rightI'm a medic, I'm a medic, I'm addicted I'm a medic, I'm a medic, I'm addictedDon't you go so far now, you know what I'm saying Don't you go so far now, be where you may beStuck in this place, yeah, I've been stuck in this place There's no escape, what's going on in my brain is truly insaneStupidity causing all of this pain Finding it hard to deal with the fameI know for you it has been the same I know my efforts been kinda lameAddicted to you and I cannot change I can't see you walk awayI just wish you'd learn to stay I lay awake and I praySo the devil in my mind will rise awakeI'm a medic, I'm a medic, I'm addicted I'm a medic, I'm a medic, I'm addictedHuh, yeah, wait, what? Now I'm your enemy?What's gotten into me? Think I need therapy?Flashbacks are killing me My brain has hostilityAnxiety drilling me I can't refuel itI can smell your scent on my pillow I can see you moving on, what you waiting for?I've been staring at your eyes through the window Just let me love your eyesI'm a medic, I'm a medic, I'm addicted I'm a medic, I'm a medic, I'm addictedDon't you go so far, you know what I'm saying Don't you go so far away