A, B, C, D, A, I hate it, doing it as if I'm fine While I laugh cruelly, yes, I know what's wrong with me We break up, piece by piece, when I suppress my crying I hope no one notices how my life fucks me I pull myself back often, hide myself in front of the world I'm afraid of getting hurt again But then I'm at home and the thoughts catch me How long am I alone? Because every time you say, yes, come over for a moment I notice how my heart breaks, runs and stops again Even if I don't want to, I keep quiet and stay still Wait until it's over and no one comes Because believe me, the way I am today, I wasn't always But a moment destroyed me until I'm lying there now In my world I don't care about anything anymore A, B, C, D, A, I hate it, doing it as if I'm fine While I laugh cruelly, yes, I know what's wrong with me We break up, piece by piece, when I suppress my crying I hope no one notices how my life fucks me Can anyone hear me here? A, B, C, D, A I just want to get away from here quickly, to my house quickly Just to be there for a moment Know that I'm distancing myself Man, I can't do anything about it, I just want happiness I'm at the fan today, everyone's talking Yes, damn, how good, I love you Mom asks, how are you? Is everything okay? A, B, C, D, A, I hate it, doing it as if I'm fine While I laugh cruelly, yes, I know what's wrong with me We break up, piece by piece, when I suppress my crying I hope no one notices how my life fucks me Can anyone hear me here? A, B, C, D, A Can anyone hear me here? A, B, C, D, A, I hate it, doing it as if I'm fine Thanks for watching!