I'm so scared to fall in love, I always *** it upWon't let them leave me, so I do it fastI close my eyes, open up, and every timeJust my luck that I always end up hurtBut I feel scared to water fallInto a broken heart again, abandonmentYou will be the death of me, you make it hard to eat or sleepAfraid you're gonna make me be aloneAnd all my friendships burning down, the second that we build a houseYou lock me out with nowhere left to goYou make me question every relationship I haveAnd leave me with a scar over my heartNo matter how I medicate, none of it goes awaySo I can never tell why it's real or notYou, you, you make it hard for meTo open up my broken heart again, abandonmentYou will be the death of me, you make it hard to eat or sleepAfraid you're gonna make me be aloneAnd all my friendships burning down, the second that we build a houseYou lock me out with nowhere left to goYeah, yeahYou ruin every, every, every love I share with youEverything, everyone, you just push them awayBut what if they, what if they, what if they, what if they, what if theyReally just want to stay and stayI won't let you abandon meYou're all I want and all I needAnd I will never leave you aloneWhen everything is burning downI promise you I'll be aroundEven if you don't know where to goEven if you don't, even if you don'tI won't let you go