If I could make it to my funeral, I'd scan the crowd for you
Where all the speeches spill my life as suicide
I'd buy a ticket from the scalper just to show I hate the system
And you'd soon know I didn't really care at all
Now I'm alive
So you can watch me from the heavens as I rain down on your head
Tell me what you've always wanted and I'll give you love instead
When I wake up from this dream, it's you that I'll regret
If I had to break a promise, I'd break it all
It's you, yeah, I'll break my head instead
So you thought that I'd put down my pad and put a stand
I'd put down the pills, it's keeping me from the edge
I'm breaking down and the bad girls are so tired at home
I saw you standing in the corner of court
With a fistful of evidence and left to the store
Situation, I'm not sure
And my plea for insanity
I'll take you on
Now I'm alive
I'll take you on
So you can watch me from the heavens as I rain down on your head
Tell me what you've always wanted and I'll give you love instead
When I wake up from this dream, it's you that I'll regret
If I had to break a promise to you, I'll break my head instead
So you thought that I'd break a promise to you, I'll break my head instead
So you thought that I'd break a promise to you, I'll break my head instead
If I could make it to my funeral
I'd smile to the crowd
And said to dry your tears
Cause I'm finally alive
So you can watch me from the heavens as I rain down on your head
Tell me what you've always wanted and I'll give you love instead
When I wake up from this dream, it's you that I'll regret
If I had to break a promise to you, yeah
When I wake up from this dream, it's you that I'll regret
I'll break my head instead