Sometimes I wonder, torn between my heart

Torn between my heart and my mind

And I feel my body to see if I'm in

If I'm in tune with what I find But I don't know how to feel

And I don't know what to feel anymore

Anymore Wanna be the decision-cision

Kill free things, I feel a difference inside

I'm a boy who's so sick of searching

Maybe there's a heaven nearby So, should I let these thoughts out

Or should I let you in?

It's so easy to be alone, look within

Will I find home? I just don't know how to feel

Feel, how to feel

How to feel

Feel Feeling so afraid like I am stuck here

Like I am stuck here and can't move

I like to watch the sunsets lighting the warm colors

The warmth it blinds the truth But I don't know how to feel, don't

And I don't know what to feel anymore I keep on hurting myself

Tearing off the skin, I let it burn at the touch

What I've lived, what I've learned

Though it may be the truth, truth it hurts When we have something inside

That no motherfucker will touch

No, I won't think like you

If I did what am I trying to prove I just don't know

I just don't know how to feel

I just don't know what to feel anymore