Dear love, I know we haven't been talkin' While you out there havin' fun, I'm stuck inside my apartment I hit your line, you hit decline I guess I'm not that important And every time I try to express myself You say that I'm startin', so *** it I'ma shut down, I ain't finna say much now Sleeps and nights thinkin' about you I'm depressed as *** now This ain't the same you I met before I'm like, what the *** now? You turn this into I'm confused Like this what we call love now? This is a letter to you Instead of arguin' I'll just express myself in the booth My homies dyin' and I'm just tryna do better for you Cause I been feelin' like grabbin' Ask me if it wasn't a shoot Word, my life in office Since a youngin', my life been a warfare Music my passion, so I guess I get my point across here Get it, so listen, but make sure that your attention's all there Cause by the end of the song I just wanna make this all clear I fell in love with you harder than you can tell Barely communicatin', of course our love's gonna fail We never see eye to eye, you ignore me and I just cry I be stuck inside of my thoughts askin' how are we gon' prevail Wastin' my strength fightin' for love Now I'm just feelin' weak, my friends out here thinkin' when is shorty gonna pee And say you never know how much you mean to someone until Jesus speaks But I remember nights tryna hang myself with a Jesus piece People told me don't do it cause it isn't worth it But they don't understand how much I'm hurtin' I'm in my bag, you stuffin' me up inside of a Birkin The way you gave up on our love had me feelin' so worthless You said we needed a break, that's when I thought the worst *** it, I just loved the fight, just tossed me in the hearse You ripped my heart out of my chest and tossed it in the dirt And I'm just lil' lookin' for hope, it's hard to see a hurt This is a letter for you, this is a letter for you My mom and dad split when they had me Somethin' we ain't gon' do if me and you had a family I'll be right there holdin' you in my arms with my children I'm gon' be right there through thickets and ups and downs beatin' when you smilin' and wipe tears But I ain't innocent, you said that both of us did this together I concur, instead of talkin' I just got real belligerent with my words Instead of insecurities, I should've just put you first Unlike the diamond that you are, I should've showed you your worth And I know I been ***in' up, but you know that my love is tough I be tryna forget you but it just feels like my love is stuck Never wish to just *** this up, to be honest, it's cuttin' up Missed that look in your eyes, I'm devilish Less man, I'm thunderstruck And I know I been ***in' up, but you know that my love is tough I been tryna forget you but it just feels like my love is stuck Never wish to just *** this up, to be honest, it's cuttin' up Missed that look in your eyes, I'm devilish Less man, I'm thunderstruck Never wish to just *** this up, to be honest, it's cuttin' up