So it's heaven when an angel *** my shoulder,
flops his wings and let me touch him
till I'm back in my sheets.
And the grass pretty green,
but it could always be greener.
Clouds passing right above me,
I could see all the sinners.
A heavenly voice,
it's in my ears,
it's in my mind,
it's in the tears so divine.
Tells me I should slow down or just to try while I flew.
Touched the sky and felt the blue,
my music brought me there and the feelings got through.
The gate it opened slowly,
I could feel it,
something holy,
something godly right before
me, it's a woman in a black dress.
So I asked her, God is it you?
Am I dreaming?
Had this feeling in the past.
Bless your soul and bless the dress,
but tell me why is it black?
Bustin' shine, baby girl, it's a new day.
A sauce and a dream in the kitchen,
eatin' souffle.
You never gave a reason why you left me in the first place.
The problem was I lost you,
but I loved it when you pushed me.
When I turned to music,
I was drinking out on Tuesdays.
Wish I was a child in my bottle of frozen Kool-Aid.
Listening to Mac and turning up for school late,
when times were really easy and stressful were just Thursdays.
So don't come back, oh don't come back for me,
for me.
So don't come back, oh don't come back for me.
Yeah,
it's not about the rapping,
got the voice and got the talent,
got the love inside my promise.
Listened closely to the process,
to my mother,
to my father.
I had sworn that I would thrive,
I could feel it in my conscience.
Turn a penny to a dime,
to the time when I was seven.
Had no money,
had no pressure,
everyday another venture.
All the loving and affection,
then I got infected by the world and all its nature.
All the lying and deception,
a system of corruption.
Now I fall in love to something I found precious.
I knew it was a trap, cause it changed me.
Now I'm anxious,
will I fall in love or will I die alone?
All I really know is that I'll figure on my own.
So don't come back, oh don't come back for me,
for me.
Got nothing on my mind,
I gotta write this verse.
All these memories we gathered for all that it's worth.
I trapped them in my mind to keep them safe from the world.
Cause everybody is so toxic and their word is absurd.
Got absorbed by the feelings of all these people I've hurt.
I mean I know I got my faults,
now help me fix and observe.
Loyalty is the only quality that I would prefer.
Over any other quality I could find in a girl.
Well this girl had it all and I lost her too.
It's kinda funny how I * up then I turn to a fool.
Her presence is a blessing but our worlds turn blue.
Trust me when I say that I got all the colors for you.
We can paint another picture with the colors for truth.
Or build a cage around our feelings with a brush that is smooth.
In a world that's full of demons we seek light and a view.
Your beauty is like poetry so I wrote this for you.