Am I becoming more of what I never was? I feel myself changing, I'm changing Since the first day of school and such Skipped study hall for extended lunch And baby is this the end of us and the maniacs? This is the suspended us Wish I only had to ask for your forgiveness once Wish I only had to ask for your forgiveness once Can I get a witness, judge? Call me Winston, downhill, rolling with the dust See my queen on her own, I'm like, I'll go Dutch And Julian has been my Uncle Dutch Keeps a hundred dollar bill no matter how I feel, yup Price is only getting higher, you can look but don't touch He was saying I shouldn't be in a rush to add friends We sorta like madmen, creative in the clutch And he knows how I could be like Don Draper out for lunch When my ego gets injured, I'll be looking for a crutch Should be looking for an altar, pleading for the blood All day getting offers and even after dusk I pray and I pray, I seek while I hunt I should've got offer, they beat me to the punch And it's gon' cost us if we keep it on the hush Wolves and sheep are quick to eat you up for dinner Send you on your way, sinner Man, I gotta watch you, I'm amongst lord knows I'll be the first to announce my shame Before you know my business, though First order of business, bro Please properly pronounce my name I feel like the whole world waiting on me Fifty shades, they don't know me well enough to catch me Lately, she been owning like she tryna own me Fifty shades, she don't know me well enough to catch me Fifty shades Seen her number in her phone, I don't recognize Something feels different, so different I seen a brick wall when I read her eyes But cheers to the future, I drink too much to wine Cheers to the future, I drink to us, why? Lover of my soul, say we gon' be fine Fifty shades, all I see without a ray of sunshine Not a one, not a rate, unless I'm blind Maybe nocturnal, baby, have a good night These girls driving me crazy, baby, have a good flight Excuse me as I kiss the sky Purple haze catching shade Since 86, maybe it's time to come back to the ground May I borrow your state of mind? Ever since second year college in 05 Started me a saga during the C-era Thirteen dimes all at the same time And it didn't make sense Then I met Chris, Tina Her demeanor was indeed one of a kind Thirteen dimes turned to thirteen ghosts Started to see clearer, but ghosts never die They keep coming back, even in year five Now everybody worry like, how will he survive? In turn, I ask you, how can you deny? Cause I'm sure that I can't be the only one there Please come clean before you come fit And the more we been at bread, I'm feeling at ease It ain't about speed, it's all that's in the head God gave me wings, I'm like Jordan in the end I feel like the whole world waiting on me Fifty shades, they don't know me well enough to catch me Lately, she been on it like she tryna own me Fifty shades, she don't know me well enough to catch me I'm telling you, the whole world waiting on me Fifty shades, they don't know me well enough to catch me Fifty shades Sir, it's your boy, Kirk Franklin I will text you, alright? It's so dope to see you, the other day Your music is coming through nice well, sir Stay hungry, keep chasing Alright, you're free here, brother You're free here Alright, bye Ba-da-ba Ba-da-ba You know, sometimes I can't believe it's you They used to think that we in different lanes We knew this could be dangerous And I can't do what people do Just for the sake of making it It's such a love and hate relationship It's gods who they playing favorites in Man, I don't want to be like nobody else But if it happens it'll be an accident I'll still be cool with it As long as my album don't stay on the shelf But I know this life is beautiful Too many things almost made me forget That this is what I'm called to do Spitting the real, not the auto-tune You know this game ain't for the faint of heart I try to remember everything you taught I hope you like the picture that you painted art And mom, I know you wanna play your part It's difficult to point this gun At the man I hope I don't become For Maya, her mother, and me Don't leave, don't leave Don't leave, don't leave Don't leave, don't leave Don't leave, don't leave Don't leave, don't leave Don't leave, don't leave Don't leave, don't leave A wise man once told me some words worth repeating He said in this life, glory is fleeting In this life, glory is fleeting In this life, glory is fleeting In this life, glory is fleeting