But my heart is still tight,5 years waiting for you to stay forever,I have had many plans,I have thought about it,but it is still stuck in the bottom of my heart,God has promised to be wise,and only wherever you fall,I will find you,we still have contact.But right now there are only people,my phone calls are getting shorter,After a few days,I am angry, I only know that people are sad,but I am not happy,Seeing people happy, my heart is still tight,afraid that new people will come to me,If a new person comes to me,I will hide in the dark with himThe road is closed so I can't find my wayPeople are jealous and I can find my wayI can't let myself borrow moneyI have to give it to himAnd I still don't admit my mistakeIn every situation, I know who I amEven if our love is like a word of fateTo choose the right oneI know I don't have a clear mindI don't have a clear mindBecause everything is emptyI don't have a clear mindI will forget the bad days and hopeI'm not going to sleep in the dark when I wake up.Is there anything more painful than the rain in my heart?Is there anything more annoying than not being able to love each other?The scar you sent is the most beautiful thing I have left.So if you ask if I have forgotten you,the answer is yes,I'm sure you see it.I stopped many times,I looked at the moon,I wanted to go through the stars again.I want to kneel in the empty space,but I remember the memories,so I'm fine, looking for hope.But the pain is still there, it's still there,foreignI'm tired of it.I've stopped many times,but I can't stop looking at my own footprints.I want to kneel in the empty space,but I miss the memories,so I'm in a hurry.I'm looking for hope,but where is the pain?It's still there, with the dark color.I've been sleeping for a long time,and I still know that I'm tired of it.