Over and over again they complicate everything I get my hands on All of this turned to a bad song All the love I ever had gone Always thought I had a grip But now I'm thinkin' that my past is wrong All the choices that I made wrong Gotta question if I'm that strong Bored in a rut, wrestling gravity tryna get up Gave it my best, hoping but they violated my trust Time on a loop, back to the walls, stuck in the room Screamin' for help, nobody hears, nobody hears me Busy through this late night Rippin' all my hair Stressin' thoughts and changes So I can do my sane life Think I'm way too far, I don't think that I'ma make it Feels like just a solid shell And time stopped round my mind Can't press play on this pause tape 5 a.m. comes knocking I feel like the ones that I love are turnin' their back And they don't want the man gone No one really understands me Make it difficult to stand strong Fake friends, skin blend, more pain Tears drop, brain dead, more brain More pain, my pain, yeah Busy through this late night Rippin' all my hair Stressin' thoughts and changes So I can do my sane life Think I'm way too far, I don't think that I'ma make it 5 a.m., will it pass? I don't know, will it go away? It's 5 a.m., will it pass? I don't know, will it go away? More pain, my pain, yeah More pain, my pain, yeah More pain, my pain, yeah More pain, my pain, yeah