I'm going out sleepwalking Where mute memories start talking The boss that couldn't help but hurt you And the pretty thing you made desert you I'm going out like a baby A naive, unsatisfiable baby Grabbing onto whatever's around For the soaring high or the crushing down With hidden cracks that don't show But that constantly just grow I'm looking for the man that attacked me While everybody was laughing at me You beat it and made that part of you But I'm gonna split us back in two Tired of living in a cloud If you're gonna say *** now, you do it out loud It's 2.45 in the morning And I'm putting myself on warning For waking up in an unknown place Recollection you have erased Looking for somebody's arms to Wave away past harms Walking at odds in a circle Both of you can just fade to black Walking at odds in a circle You're pushed away and I'll never come back *