Only to find that you've been fooling or even kidding yourself and I would just forever wouldsay things to myself like well you know it's hard because it's real like it hurts becauseit's real you know when I was in places in my life I was making terrible decisions for myheart. I think the overarching feeling is that when you're experiencing a beautiful momentyou're so afraid for it to end that you don't experience it.
