I don't even think about it,
cause it's been way too long
But the moment I start to lose myself,
it comes back like a song
I like to tell myself I'm doing fine,
just remind me of the things that I like
Like cookies and a seat
Deep inside I feel it rumbling,
all the things that I can't see
All my feelings pressurize,
I hope someday I'll set them free
I like to think that I can handle it,
I'm used to doing things on my own
Like when I'm smoking trees
Just remind me of a better time,
like when I saw nothing's on the line
It makes me feel alright
Ok, cut.
Do you miss the ones, together before you know.
The Christmas is before and managed you as much.
Through the or two years since that day.
Huh.
I was stupid and I was doing things I'm not so keen to say
I don't know where to start,
I don't know how to get better
But I wanna feel like I did when I was seventeen
I made a couple friends stuck around
My family gets me and I finally fell in love
And for a first and forever I'm ready to talk about
All the times I used to hurt myself
Cause it's been a while
I'm sure that I'll be here for a little while
Cause this feels like a better time
I'm hoping that I'll always see the signs
This feels like me I think I finally see a finish line
I'm getting better and I know I took my time I'm finally free
Cause after all this time I feel
All I've done is waste my years
I'm not afraid of myself I just need to smile at the mirror
And after all this time I see
All the people I think could be
I don't feel so alone, I don't wanna disappear
I need to turn around and I need to try I need to keep on trying,
I need to try
I gotta...