Woke up wishing I was 18 again Way before reality took the win Woke up to the sound of my heart screaming Took a second to manage breathing in How do I take the advice I've been giving? How do I let go of what is forgiving? 22 don't seem to end, I wanna be 18 again I know it's stupid to think that I'm useless Shouldn't compare how good I'm doing I promised I'd be my own best friend If I could be 18 again I wanna be 18 when life was a daydream Broke up with 18 of my best friends I'm still paying back for all our sins Broken bones, they can't hurt me now Take a second, heal me out It's getting harder to keep my head beaming The mirror on my wall is bleeding How do I take the advice I've been giving? How do I let go of what is forgiving? 22 don't seem to end, I wanna be 18 again I know it's stupid to think that I'm useless Shouldn't compare how good I'm doing I promised I'd be my own best friend If I could be 18 again