I've been on the low, I've been taking my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine
I've been on the low, I've been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die today
I just wanna die I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die
All this other *** I'm talking bout, they think they know it
I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic
And my life don't even matter, I know it, I know it
I know I'm hurting deep down, but can't show it
I never had a place to call my own I never had a home
Ain't nobody calling my phone Where you been, where you at, what's on your mind?
They say every life precious, but nobody care about mine
I've been on the low, I've been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I've been on the low, I've been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die today
I just wanna die I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die
And let me tell you why
It's the very first breath when your head's been drowning underwater
And it's the lightness in the air when you're there chest to chest with the lover
It's holding on though the road's long and seeing light in the darkest things
And when you stare at your reflection finally knowing who it is
I know that you think you did
I know where you been, where you are, where you going
I know you're the reason I believe in life
What's the day without a little light?
I'm just trying to shed a little light
It could be hard, it could be so hard
But you gotta live right now, you got everything to give right now
I've been on the low, I've been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I've been on the low, I've been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I finally wanna be alive I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die today I don't wanna die
I finally wanna be alive I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
Pain don't hurt the same I know
Late night travel feels alone But I'm moving till my legs give out
And I see my tears melt in the snow
But I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna cry anymore
I wanna feel alive, I don't even wanna die anymore
I don't wanna, I don't wanna
I don't even wanna die anymore