Yo,
I fell into another mind state,
reverie wasn't my name
I wasn't playing games,
I was truer than the newer girls
I turned around just to make them flinch,
I was the bitch and I knew it
I had a lot of problems,
having trouble going through them
Started snipping lines, buying glass
Lost my friends and my ass and my mind
And the time I spent coming down
Just to come around to find that the problems grew bigger
Smoking blunt with my liquor and my homies feeling lonely
But there ain't nobody that's gonna tell me that I'm stupid,
useless
I knocked them out a couple times just to prove it
My depression grew to rage,
started putting up my name
But it really wasn't me,
it was this disease This mentality,
the drugs vs reality
Me,
on the streets with my friends,
16,
making ends
Stealing cars instead of going home Tweak lines,
disconnect my cell phone
Tell me please come home,
jury I can't even go to sleep,
me how I'm so worried
But I didn't give a *,
her name wasn't mom It was bitch and my name was reverie
Loaks,
guzzling 40's with coke Look at it now it's like woah,
where did all of it go?
Half my friends are in jail now,
wish I could say it isn't so Can't even afford the bail now,
but here I go
I'm still on that kill *,
that vandalized Keep it real *,
pop like 4 * pill *
But I'm done with stupidity,
I'd rather have stability,
validity and me
Yo I'm still on that kill *,
that vandalized Keep it real *,
pop like 4 * pill *
But I'm done with stupidity,
I'd rather have stability,
validity and me
I was addicted to the other mind,
stayed deep inside of the games There was no time to clown,
always down for whatever needed to be done
Blazing blunts,
it was fun,
* reckless,
arrested We do it everyday,
no exceptions
If you wasn't with the business,
then you wasn't with us I'm not talking curfew tickets,
we shoplift,
flip bricks
Coming up,
empty clips,
my set clicks,
set trips You're a loaf if you rep this
None of us had both parents,
and if we did then we're having affairs
But who cares, cause we never want to begin with
I think that's where it begins,
it's on our minds all day
While we're filled with hate,
we just wanna be happy
But we wasn't,
so we stayed awake for days and blazed
Ooh,
when the blunt let me melt away,
look at my face
Can't you see I'd rather die than ache?
I'm still on that kill *, that vandalized
Keep it real *, pop like 4 * pill *
But I'm done with stupidity,
I'd rather have stability,
validity and me
Yo,
I'm still on that kill *,
that vandalized Keep it real *,
pop like 4 * pill *
But I'm done with stupidity,
I'd rather have stability,
validity and me
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That vandalized keep it real *,
I pop up real quick,
cause I'm the illest
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