I hate myself for being like this Just seeing you makes me lose I'm so weak I never learn from the past I just want to be weak Just for a moment Please I don't want to be like this Please help me I'm begging you Please cut my hair and forget about you From now on, I won't cry From now on, I won't cry Because I won't believe bad people I will remember you I don't know why I miss you I hate myself for being like this I never forget what I missed But my heart doesn't forget I think about you every time I can't forget you for a long time Please don't die I know you're a bad person What will you do to me? I can't forget you No matter what I do My heart, my heart It hurts so much I miss you, I just miss you My heart aches I remember and it hurts But my heart still doesn't forget I'm begging you Cry No matter how much I cry, it's not enough If my brain never remembers I will be sad every day If I still don't change It's time for me to start over I breathe for myself So I can live I hold you in my arms I write to my heart From now on, I won't cry From now on, I won't cry From now on, I won't die From now on, I won't cry From now on, I won't die From now on, I won't cry Thank you for watching!