I found a way to let you leave
I never really had it coming
I can't be in the sight of you
I want you to stay away from my heart
Come on, a little coffee to refresh me
In the cold room,
I'm the only one with no clothes
The photos of us are still engraved on the wall
But now I'm just a little bit old
About the eternity of each other
Actually, I still have some questions
The perfect process of life
Now I don't know how to fill the scars
It's been a long time since I saw you
Have you forgotten?
Forget the sweetness of the past
All the memories
Or are you avoiding me on purpose?
I accept that you have left
But why is the pain still going on?
No matter how hard I try,
I can't break the restriction between happiness
I'm afraid of the control and the thoughts of illness
I want to give up everything and go back to the past
How I wish this moment was you
But this can only happen in dreams
This winter is too cold
I don't know why I'm still waiting
But reality is always too cruel
It's better to break everything than to play
I found a way to let you leave
I never really had it coming
I always lied to you that I was doing well
I earned a lot,
but I didn't have enough to pay back
I'm not bothered by love anymore
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile
You've seen me hug you in a humble way
I've never found the blue picture between the graves
You are a weak peach tree swaying
Lost the sun,
the same flower is not growing anymore
I pretend to be busy every day,
but I'm actually lost
I'm still singing for you secretly
It's a pity that I can't reach the distance
The old life is like a wanderer
Lost to the desires of the past
If I see you again
Say hello, just pretend to be sorry
Let the mistakes be hidden in the wind
Put the past back in the memory
I've already helped you see the sea of October
I've already forgotten the promises and vows
It's been so long, I'm getting used to it
The most important thing is the happiness of each other
I found a way to let you leave I never really had it coming
I can't be inside of you I want you to stay away from my heart